Thoughts on Cosmo at Midnight

Okay so it's twelve o'clock at night and I'm sitting here reading Cosmo on my ipad and I can't believe some of the stuff that I read in this. Like most of us women who read the magazine, I read Cosmo, mostly for the sexy parts. But ladies, Cosmo is not always right.
The thing I see a lot in Cosmo is that they suggest women infer that to men we want to do something in bed or want things a certain way assuming that he'll just magically get it. Guy's are not mind readers as much as I sometimes would like them to be. If you want him to go down on you don't mindlessly talk about how he did it one time and you liked it and then move on to the next topic and hope he'll get the hint. If you want him to go down on you, you need to tell him in plain English. Now, don't get me wrong I'm not saying men are stupid and we have to spell everything out for them to get it. However, we tend to beat around the bush about things instead of saying exactly what we want. Yes, you could say that maybe it's cause you don't know what you want, but if that is the case don't get mad at your man if he doesn't know what you want either.

Four Years

First photo of Daniel and I taken. 

   Four years ago on May 14th 2009, Daniel and I met through mutual friends (his best friend was my best friends girlfriend at the time). The first time I met him my friend Sarah and I went into Walmart to get some groceries before we went to the pool. Daniel worked there as Loss Prevention so while we were there she thought she should text him to come over and say hi. He was so handsome

But I hated Walmart and wanted to get out of there as soon as possible so, I shyly said hi, shook his hand, and made Sarah hurry up cause it was hot and I wanted to get into the pool. The second we got in the car Sarah got a text message from Daniel saying, "You friend is hot. What's her phone number?"I know he's cheesy but so cute. I fell for him so fast. I went swimming that day and I kept checking my phone, hoping he would text me. 

      After a day of waiting I got too impatient and texted him. "Are you going to call me or not," I said. He laughed and told me he didn't want to seem to eager. We've haven't gone a day without talking to each other since. I remember the first time he told me he loved me. It we hadn't even known each other for a month yet. We were hanging out in his room and he said he wrote me a song and wanted to play it for me. In the song it talked about how it was "too soon to feel like this" and after the song was over he said that's how I feel about you. I smiled and said, "How, exactly?" 
"I love you," he smiled. I of course being the pain in the butt that I am, did not reply. I loved him then. Before that moment there were a couple times I had to stop myself from telling him. I know I'm weird. A week later I finally told him I loved him and how I felt about him.

    Since then we've had our ups and downs. We hope to get married and have our own place soon. Life and horrible economy seems to get in the way most of the time, but after four years of being together I'm still so in love with him and thank God that he was in my life. I know it's really corny but he saved me in many ways.